The Truth.

"We are so accustomed to disguise ourselves to others, that in the end, we become disguised to ourselves." (François de la Rochefoucauld)

Do you ever feel left out? As if you're that person that no one likes? They pretend and act like you matter when in reality you don't. I've been having these thoughts a lot recently. Sometimes you have to wonder....do people actually care about you? I mean I have my really close friends who I've known for almost my whole life and then there are people I've met recently who I know actually care....But then there are those who i've done so many things for and been there through everything and yet Im treated like shit. What is it with people? I have to wonder if they even realize what they're doing. The worst case scenario would be that they do and they still use me. I'm not some pawn in a game nor am i a back up friend. Why can't you just tell me the truth. You know me long enough to know that I hate lies and I've been through enough to be able to handle disappointment.
So I need to ask: What happened to the truth? What makes people now a days lie? Why do we have this need to have everyone like us and be annoyed constantly by this person/people? Why can't we for ONCE be honest with others and stop holding things in? It really doesn't go well in the end anyways. I just don't understand. What makes us be so repressed?


As you can tell...I'm confused annoyed and pissed off....Anyways I hope everyone's weekends went well and hope your week goes well! 


Mischief Managed