you.

So you want to take credit for MY work. I guess all the things I've worked on by myself for it means nothing. Well go ahead it's not like you have the guts to say anything to my face. Besides the people who you think are your friends know the truth and know all the work I've put into it. They know the hours the I've spent planning and organizing and researching. They know that I'M the one who created something that people will one day take advantage of. So you want to sit there and take credit for that? Okay. Because I promise one day it all will come crashing down on you. It may seem like things are perfect however when you least want and expect it....you'll fall. So go ahead and lie to my face and pretend that you care.
I know the real you. And you've pushed me far enough so I'm going to reveal all of how I feel. You are one fucked up person. You try and pretend to be happy but you turn to all the wrong maneuvers, things that hurt you more. So here's a wake up call: It only makes things worse. You think that everyone believes you...guess what...we know. We're aren't stupid. Things won't get better unless you let them. So grow up and learn to deal with things the healthy way.
I'm not perfect (gosh I am far from it) however I have a great support system that isn't as messed up as I am. They hold me up and know what makes me feel better. They can say nothing and still make me feel better. Because I know that they truly care and want the best for me.
So yes, I'm calling you out. Yes, you are very smart and pretty. But at the end of the day can you honestly sit there and say that you are PROUD of what you've done. Of who you are. Can you look in the mirror and believe that you've never done something you don't regret? Yes...I was angry. But now that I've got this out I'm happier. You know why? Because I have a healthy way of releasing my pain. I don't let it build up inside of me and take over my life. I write. It's what I'm good at and what I love so when I write you know it's the truth and from inside me.
In the end, at least I can say that I learn from my mistakes and am honest. I'm not afraid to let people know how I feel. I have the courage. So feel free to reply. Feel free to come forward. Although I don't think you will. But good luck in life.

Mischief Managed.

Avada Bitch!

So....I have this ex of a little over 2 years and he just doesn't get that I want absolutely nothing to do with him. I don't ever wish harm on anyone, however, I hate to say this. (And it does somewhat disgust me that I feel this way) I just wish he would disappear. If I ever see him all I wish I could do is crucio him so he could feel at least a sliver of the pain he caused me. I regret the whole relationship and the time I wasted on him. It takes a lot for me to truly hate someone and he is one of those people that I really hate. I just want him to stop bothering me and let me live my life. I just get so angry and frustrated because he won't STOP. Really? If you've apologized to (through a text message) and I still haven't responded back. hmmmmm....OBVIOUSLY I want nothing to do with you. Do you not get it? I think any normal minded person would get the hint after 2 YEARS!!

Anyways...if anyone has any advice on how to deal with this psychotic ex-boyfriend feel free to leave me a comment!

On happier news! I only have 18 days left at this hell I call school! YAYYYY

Also! For my birthday this year, my friends and I are going to the Harry Potter Exhibit in NYC! I'm really excited!! This summer has lots of fun things packed! Hope everyone's end of the semester/school year goes smoothly and well.

Mischief Managed.